You have no idea how happy I am right now…….. I was enrolled in this feminist studies methodologies course last spring 2013. I didnt have the full capacity to finish this class due to my mental instability and depression in which i had to withdraw from the class and do an Incomplete.
It is now the end of Fall quarter, and I’m finally DONE.. I ended up writing 16 fucking pages. holy fuck, i normally die at 5 pager essays…
I did it ma. I did it.
***slowly cries to self while shoving hot cheetos and mochi ice cream down throat…..***
Alright, i have a final screen play to write.
For those who are also staying up all night working on finals, my heart goes out to you and your brain cells. i luhhh you.
After missing 20 calls and ignoring 5 emails.. I finally have the energy to answer my psychiatrist.. i left him a long voice mail on why i was ignoring his phone calls and emails but its really not a “legitimate” reason…
You know how like.. when you miss a call but you’re unmotivated to call back… so you miss the next call.. and then you miss the next. .. and then the next….so now you’re in a deep hole of missing calls that you feel guilty and too afraid to call back?
Yeah, I’m in that position..
My psychiatrist has been trying to contact me for 10 weeks. Idk why.. i get unmotivated to talk to him about my depression and medication. He’s going to call me back later today. im scared but i know i need to do this……..